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Letters to Lebanon: A letter to the house with the evergreen shutters

‘Letters to Lebanon’ is a collection of personal essays published every Tuesday, written by writers and readers of L’Orient Today, from inside Lebanon and abroad.

Letters to Lebanon: A letter to the house with the evergreen shutters

Illustration by Jaimee Lee Haddad

Dear house with the evergreen shutters,They say that the body remembers. I wonder if the bricks and mortar that make up yours remember too. Do you carry the pain of your pedigree like I carry the pain of mine?I feel the agony in my bones when I recall the days you were just a young skeleton. My uncle revived your bloodline through a blueprint. Your forebear stood the test of time against merciless odds. Through a labor of love and renovation, your lineage was resuscitated on a land timeless and evergreen, like the color of your wooden shutters. When we fled the village, we drained you of your blood and guts. You were still and pale, like a corpse possessed by past lives.These days I keep to myself. Silence conceals my jaded yearning for a rare type of understanding that comes with shared experience: Empathy that is organic, not conjured....
Dear house with the evergreen shutters,They say that the body remembers. I wonder if the bricks and mortar that make up yours remember too. Do you carry the pain of your pedigree like I carry the pain of mine?I feel the agony in my bones when I recall the days you were just a young skeleton. My uncle revived your bloodline through a blueprint. Your forebear stood the test of time against merciless odds. Through a labor of love and renovation, your lineage was resuscitated on a land timeless and evergreen, like the color of your wooden shutters. When we fled the village, we drained you of your blood and guts. You were still and pale, like a corpse possessed by past lives.These days I keep to myself. Silence conceals my jaded yearning for a rare type of understanding that comes with shared experience: Empathy that is organic, not...